Monday, January 31, 2011

Happy Birthday To Me!!!

~The story~
Well the wait is finally over...Last Tuesday at my weekly appointment I just knew I was going to be dilated but again NOTHING. She decided to strip my membranes and see if that would speed the process up any. I was feeling terrible by the time I left there and was barely able to drive myself home I called my mom and told her I really thought she should come on because Jason was working that night and I was scared to be alone. So she headed on and got to our house around 9:30. Jason was working swing and would be home around 2:30. Around midnight I started having the worst cramps but thought if I just laid down then they would go away. WELL when everyone said you would know you are having contractions they did not lie. I started counting them and they were 5 minutes apart and I knew it was time to go. Jason got home and I got mom up and we headed out the door and got to the hospital around 3:30a.m.
When we got to the hospital they still were not sure if they were going to admit me but I was thinking yes you are and give me some drugs..ha! Finally around 6 they decided to admit me and the process began.
It started with just getting my IV and everything in and trying to get me as comfortable as possible. They gave me some pain meds to help me sleep for a bit and I woke up in some serious pain. I didn't want to get an epidural until the doctor came in to give me an update. Well she came in around 1:00 and broke my water..worst fear of my life was when she said there was meconium when she broke my water. I almost started crying right then and there thinking I told you she had been in there too long but she acted like it was no big deal and made sure to go ahead and give the NICU team a call to make sure they were on hand when she was born. From then she said to get my epidural and whoa baby was I a happy camper when I did..I was super afraid to get that needle in my back but my pain was increasing and I had the BEST nurses ever so they made it all better. It actually didn't hurt at all or I could have just been singing Amazing Grace so loud to myself in my head and still in shock from how cold the stuff was pre stick that I couldn't even concentrate :)
Now it was just time to sit an wait...they came in later to check me and I was still nothing so they cranked up the pitocin and this is when things started getting tough. It did the job though because I was still at a 2 around 4:00 and by 10:00 I was already 9 1/2. I found the button for more meds to be pumped into me also but by this point it was not relieving any pressure. We started pushing around 10:30 and they were telling me I was doing so good but all I could think of was how hungry I was. By 11:30 there were probably 15 nurses in there and they were all cheering me on with my mom and Jason by my side.
Our little girl decided she did barely want to have a birthday of 1-26-11 with entering this world at 11:54 a.m. she was 8 lbs 8 oz and was 20.5 inches long...I didn't shed one tear until I heard that sweet little cry for the first time and the team working on her said she was perfect!!! From there it was kind of a whirlwind of craziness and recovery.
We finally got situated and they put me in my recovery room where we would stay until Friday night when we got released to go home. Jason went out and got me some yummy whataburger and I was good to go..ha! It was an experience to say the least and for the almost 24 hours of labor it was worth every second!!!

I will talk about our first week of being home in my next post.

Thursday, January 20, 2011

Beyond Blessed....with just a little stress!!!

It is amazing to me how much I have changed in just a few years. I went from telling my granny I was never going to get married to getting married two years later...I went from that saying now I am just not sure if we want to have children to sitting here at 40 weeks pregnant waiting for our little girl to arrive.

I laid in bed this morning reflecting on what has happened in just the last few years, and what God has completely blessed me with beyond my imagination. You go into it 40 weeks ago thinking what if I can't get pregnant, to that joyous day you see the two pink lines...from then you begin to think of all the joys a little one can bring you but what if something is just not right and what will you do if this time was just not it. You continue along with your pregnancy rejoicing every time you go to that doctors appointment and hear that sweet little heart beat to finding out what you are having; then the decorating and name suggestions start flowing. You then blink and you are looking at your due date on the calendar, as I am TODAY!

I know with all of my heart that God has had this little girl planned in our lives for a very long time and it will be in his perfect timing that she arrives into this world to bless our little family. Although it is hard to sit here and think that daily while waiting with little patience I know that I have to keep these positive thoughts and know that regardless of what day it is or how I am feeling she is safe and secure and very happy in her little home as of right now and she will be here before we know it and then again I will blink and she will be 18 driving off to college to start her own beginning.

Lyla I know that we will look back and I will tell you that I thought you were just being stubborn "like your daddy" but I know that all of this will be well worth it when you enter this world and I hold you for the first time. You are already the apple of our eyes and we will love you to the moon and back. Now we just need you to get here :)


How far along
40 Weeks you have arrived and I am so thankful that God has made this pregnancy so easy and enjoyable with no complications :) I know and pray it will continue this a way until you arrive.

Size of baby
19-22 inches and probably still 7 1/2 to 8 lbs

Gender
Sweet baby girl...Lyla Faith

Movement
Yes when we went to the hospital to get checked out she was making all kinds of noises on the heart monitor machine because she would not be still.

Sleep
It has been on and off this week but the past two nights I have slept pretty good.

Symptoms
Well we had two false alarms this week. The first one being Sunday when I thought my water may have broke. We went to the hospital (which was a very dramatic experience) and everything posted negative so we got sent back home. Then for my weekly check up on Tuesday my blood pressure was back up so they sent me for observation for a few hours and it went back down so they sent me home yet again to just wait it out.

What I look forward to
The nurse calling me today to let me know our next plan of action with inducing or her just deciding that it is time and coming on her own :)


Thursday, January 13, 2011

Another Week goes by...


Well another week goes by....7 to go until I am full term!

How far along
39 weeks...I know that she is so ready to be here, well obviously not, maybe that is me that is going crazy :)

Size of baby
The longer she stays the more she grows...still 19 to 22 inches and I am guessing around 7 1/2 lbs so far.

Gender
Sweet baby girl...Lyla Faith

Movement
She is moving or I guess I should say rolling all over the place because she has obviously ran out of room in there....I just know at any minute she is going to say enough is enough in here I want to get out :)

Sleep
Friday was my last day of work and ever since that day I have slept almost 9 hours each night..I mean I do have to get up and go to the restroom but I go right back to sleep when I lay down. I am thinking this is because I have no worries now. Just getting rest and waiting for this baby to get here. So maybe quitting early was the best thing for us.

Symptoms
I have been having contractions since last Sunday night but they are not steady and they had not done anything as of Tuesday so I guess they are just warming me up for the real thing. I guess I will just wait and see what they say next Tuesday if she hasn't made her entrance yet. I had a pretty rough emotional day on Tuesday I guess with the no progress and just getting used to sitting at home and resting but I have felt pretty good since then..Guess I just needed a good cry :)

What I look forward to
Her GETTING here...I am starting to get very uncomfortable, anxious, and hurting pretty much with every step I take, so getting her here and making sure she is healthy and hearing that first cry is going to be the happiest day of my life (besides marrying my husband of course). So we will continue to count down the days and see what God has in store for us.

A picture of my two dog children who have been very clingy this week since I have been home...they know their lives are about to change also!!!



Thursday, January 6, 2011

2 Weeks....14 Days!!!


Whoa baby :)

How far along
38 Weeks..So can't believe I only have 2 weeks left (hopefully sooner though)

Size of baby
19 to 22 inches long and doctor guesses around 7lbs when we went on Tuesday....I have a feeling she is much bigger than that...yikes!

Gender
Sweet baby girl...Lyla Faith

Movement
All the time, I know she is tired of being cramped up in there with these monster blows she is giving to my insides...I keep telling her it is okay to go ahead and join us at any moment :)

Sleep
NO!!! I have reached that stage where no position is comfortable so I toss and turn and just ache...Thank goodness only two more days of work because I am exhausted!!

Symptoms
Still having really bad cramps, my back has started to hurt really bad and my feet are back to swelling up pretty big.

What I look forward to
The day she finally arrives. I am getting so anxious but at the same time very nervous. I hope and pray that everything will turn out fine and I just pray each day that God will watch over us in these next few weeks.
Hopefully this will be my last weekly update of myself and we can start doing them on Lyla..I have a feeling it may be another week or two though :)

My wonderful husband and mom got me a new fancy camera for Christmas so I have been practicing with my dog-children..ha!

Mason trying to sneak snacks out of the treat bag..ha!

Zeus saying...get that camera out of my face!!!